::hush hush::

Today met the ex for lunch...Things went well...but a lot of things was disturbing me...I don't know..It kills me to know that he loves someone else and all..the idea of sharing a body so fine and fit and was there for me when I needed them was just disturbing..

Right now, all I need is just to meet him to get better...(referring to the current one)

~Raspberry Vodka~

::pain::

It hurts to know....

::Sanity::

I'm going crazy without you..

::Cheer Worlds 2009::

Hey y'all...I'm back!!!I know haven't been updating..hehe..=p...Anyhow, this post is going to be all for cheerleading! I'm not talking about normal cheerleading people...It's the Cheer World's 2009 competition this year!

Yeap!!!!
First of all, this year's Cheer World's was brought to the next level... Seriously, it's one of the best... So I'm just gonna let the video do the talking!


::Cheer World's 09 Champions - California All Stars Senior Unlimited Coed::




:: 2nd place - Top Gun All Stars Senior Unlimited Coed::




::3rd place - Cheer Extreme All Stars Senior Unlimited::




Well this are only the top 3 for the senior all stars division competition. You can catch the other video's on youtube. =D

By the way, thursday practice was intense. 10 minutes of jogging, 30 push ups, 100 banana roll, 30 toe touches, 20 pikes, 30 basket tosses, 30 minutes of single basing, and a lot of flexibility work...

Anyway, till next time...

~raspberry vodka~

::Dare to dream upon the moon::

"LOVE is a four letter word which we hear quite often. Bur what does the word LOVE means? Love is described as an emotion or feelings a person have on a certain someone or something. Love can be express by anyone who has the feeling. There are lots of different type of love like love for your special ‘him’ or ‘her’, love towards your family( etc dad, mum, sis, bro and ….) or love you have for God, your country or even towards your teacher, your students, your boss, your employee and many more. Love doesn’t have a limit and anyone can have love. We as human were created to this world by God to love the world he created for us as he created us out of his love to us! Jesus Christ sacrificed his life for us humans because he loved us. Love is a powerful emotion and a very powerful action which can restore peace and serenity into this world. As quoted in the Bible ‘Love your enemy as you love me’.

But before we jump further do you know that love is also dangerous?! Love can be deceiving, it can also be threatening or even be deadly. Lots of life have been sacrifice because of LOVE! We have to struggle to lots of challenges to work some love out. We have to argue and fight over something because of love. It is never easy to show your love to a certain someone and it is never easy to be loved by someone."

written by
**raspberry vodka**

I know how it feels now...This almost seven months experience changed me a great deal.. I know you will be reading this and I ask for you to move on as you deserve a better guy. I'm sorry I hurt you so much and also I'm sorry I was not perfect... However, if you ever need a listening ear or crying shoulder you can always look for me..=) I will be there when you need me...=) Take care and I hope that even though we are no longer together I hope that we can still be friends... =)

::Thunder - Boys Like Girls::

::Lyrics::

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

::Pics from MTV WORLD STAGE LIVE IN MALAYSIA::

So I promised pics....here they are....
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*Boys Like Girls - they were so kind to drop by the waiting line*

*The mosh pit and stage*

*The stage where everything is gonna happen*
(excitements!!)

*and so the first performance of the day started of with our local homeboys - Estranged!! [they rocked!] *

*and the VJ's - VJ Shaun and VJ Denise*

*VJ Taya and VJ Andy*

*VJ Shaun, Denise and Utt*
(dreamy sigh)

*UTT!!!!!*

*Uh Oh Uh Oh - Pixie Lott!!!*

*Martin from Boys Like Girls*
(He was singing the song Thunder btw)

*Doug from Hoobastank*

*and the moment we all have been waiting for!!! - Tyson Ritter from The All American Rejects*
(Love this pic cause of the effect!)

*Tyson and Nick*

*Audrey, Kenny and Denise(some girl we met there) from exhaustion*

*Rufina and Emily*

*Kenny and Emily - Love my B*tch!*

*Kenny, Audrey and Kye Lin*

*Tickets thanks to SAM!!!!I love u!!!*

~raspberry vodka~

::MTV WORLD STAGE LIVE IN MALAYSIA::

Hi guys...I know there havent been any updates for a long time..well...It is because that my internet connection was being such a b*tch!That was why...tried posting a lot of times but just couldnt...btw, I will be uploading pics from last sat MTV WORLD STAGE...sorry for being slow..=p


~raspberry vodka~

::Dream come true::

Well so I went for the intake for CHARM ALL STAR yesterday after work and it was great...we did alot of basing and flying...and also auditioned for the competing team...did toe touch and pikes and also single hand basing... which was a little hard.. But on the bright side I had fun... also watch this..we managed to pull 8 double twist cradle in just 30 minutes..so here r the vids... double twist cradle and another double twist cradle... aite...leaving now.nitey nitey...

::Lenka's Showcase::

And so I was at Lenka's showcase today...it was not only awesome and all but I was made famous by the name of "Guy with the Blond Hair" by the Pagi Show duo Phat Fabes and Ben... Firstly, I wanna say thanks to Emily who brought me along to the showcase and Secondly thanks to Afroz for hooking us the ticket for the showcase... I have tons of picture to show you guys but kinda lazy to upload now...So I will just do it soon... So look out for them...

Till then...

XOXOXOX..