::away::

The first day I saw you, I didn't really saw what was there about you. We had dinner and we went clubbing like normal friends. But I was still blind towards the fact that we were fated to be together. Not until the second our lips touched for the very first time. That was when I really felt something different. I was in your arms when you send me home. You were concern and so you walked me up to my house. I asked you on msn if you felt the same and you replied : Yes. I'm sorry I didn't had the guts to ask you. Can I be your bf? That was the sweetest you told me. I know that you just settled in and all. I'm glad you kept your promise and contacted me after you got your line. I really appreciate what you're doing for me dear. You told me you wished I was there with you. To enjoy the beauty of that country together. Maybe someday we will but just not right now. Hopefully we both can hang just as long. I might be moving soon but bear in mind no matter what happens we will still be there for each other. I love you bee. xoxo

~signing off~
Kenny Jaewon Jr Phyllis

::Whatta Ya Want From Me::

It's our 1st month and we aren't even spending time together.. Not only that you lied to me about calling me. We haven't spent any big day together and you'll be gone soon. How am I gonna stay strong for the 6 months when you're not securing me with the feeling? Not Valentine's day, Not Chinese New Year and now Not even our 1st month! I just feel depressed. I don't know. Not seeing you for a week has already have this much effect on me. How am I gonna survive the next six months?

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On the contrary, I've now got so much on my mind. Like signing up for college. Getting a new place so that I wouldnt have to travel far to college. Find a way to pay for college. Getting a part time job to pay my debts. Working harder on cheerleading to show them I've got it in me. To train my CHEERIOS hard and making sure we'll at least place best new comer's this year. I feel like exploding any moment soon.

Am down with a fever and headache.

Signing off,

Kenny Jaewon Jr Phyllis